Dont tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

im so addicted to that song right now. =)

there's always two sides to a coin. but when do you tell yourself which side to take? so much about truths and lies, its impossible to decipher it all. people question, and i start to waver. cos i myself know that i do not know the truth. or at least, not all of it. its tiring to think. so i give up and allow myself to be in this ditch where "trust" is no longer of essence. i don't know what is. but definitely, trust is not on the list. i can't defend him, neither can i defend myself. haa. its like im eating an apple that i know is rotten. or taking a path i see an end to. its not me to do smth like that, but i don't know why im doing it anyways. maybe reality just hasn't struck me hard enough.