im missing you more than ever
Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Family
My dad's giving me a tough time with his drunkard behavior as usual, depriving me of my sleep. I hardly get 3 hours of sleep a day, and when I finally get a day of rest for about 4 hours, he comes home and takes away ALL of it. If I had the strength to throw him off the balcony, I would.

Boyfriend
LimZhikai has not been much of a help. After a torturous night, and a screwed up morning, he didn't make things any better. I haven't even began whining about anything, and he alr buzzed me off with 'Why are you so edgy?'. Fine, I'm being edgy here. I can't find anything better to do with my time other than to whine and complain and cry my guts out in the middle of the night. With tonnes of work and projs to complete, I choose to wallow in self pity and pick on my life. Good one, LimZhikai. You made me realized how moronic I was to even think that you'd listen.

School
Rosemary's a BITCH. That's a total understatement, and everyone in her class can testify for that. Just for her classes, I've spent the past few nights on our Class Facil Video and doing reviews for other groups. On top of that, I wake at 6am so as to reach school so fucking early the library isn't open. (Oh, that's because we have to submit work before class starts, or it won't be accepted.) I can write an essay on how Rosemary is a bloody bitch who looks worse than the cleaning lady at my voiddeck every morning. I believe even my mom, with her bedhead and all, can look 10 times better than Rosemary. On top of that, there are endless projects and assignments, of which I just fail to keep up with. I may churn out the assignments in time, but readings? I'm just lagging far far behind.



Thanks Nic. Without you last night and today, I would have just broken down.



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