oh yes. what that loooooooooooong post made me realize? i have forgotten so many lil things i once shared w zk. =) feels good to reminisce bout good ol' times. haa. im glad i have a blog i can track my own history. i've lost the ability to talk to others bout my probs, but i still have my blog. im surprised, that till now, noone knows what's going on between zk n i.