i realized how put off i was by certain friends of mine recently. i feel bad to say this, but im starting to think that human beings are essentially selfish. especially when faced w a situation of personal gains VS collective gains, i have learnt that many would choose personal gains. im not a saint myself, probably when im put into a similar situation, i'd have done the same. but what im saying is that im disappointed w some friends of mine. it just didnt occur to me how pissed off i'd get when i tried ways and means to help them, only to realize that its all for nothing. u put in that much effort, when it wasnt even an obligation. and then u realize it wasnt even necessary, cos that person isnt interested at all. u know how that feels? fucked up.