it was a whole mess today. evy didnt get the job, then we went for training last min, then met shuying, and in the end evy got the job. rahhhs. just a whole mess.

nic is starting to make me worry. he says i care too little, or rather im totally heck care. i think im just leaving things to fate. honestly, seriously, if zk does have a change of heart, or if he does have anything to do w his ex, its not like i can control it. even if i kick up a fuss, it wont matter. perhaps he is hiding stuffs from me, maybe things arent the least bit simple between him and his ex. but whatever it is, its not my choice. logical rite? if i were to worry about all that, go crazy thinking about it, its a total waste of time man. leave it to fate la. if tt's gonna be the way things turn out, im sure the one up there will send me a signal. haa..

evy seems to be having some probs w jos too. she just has to make up her mind. i feel that she's falling for him alr.

phantom! I WANNA WATCH! i wanna watch ninja turtle. i wanna watch music and lyrics. i wanna watch many many movies.