wouldnt it be so much easier if he dated someone in his company, while i dated someone in school?


(: that shd save a whole lotta trouble.

i really wish the one making me feel better was him. i really wish i had the freedom or luxury to have a bf's shoulder to lie on to cry whenever i needed. i know now, i cant wish for any festivals with him. xmas, new yr, vday, whatever it is. perhaps cny is an exception. i dont enjoy the comfort of a bf who's there as and when i want or need him, but i dont mind. so long as he trusts me. i may love moments of peace and solitude, but im definitely one who needs tonnes of company. if he cant afford to spend time with me, the least he can do is to allow me to go out with frens. not selected frens, but frens in general.

i miss gonggong popo.. i really hope i'll get to see them this year.