why would u puncture your body to remind you of a scar inside?

how fitting a description for my 2 earrings on my leftear.

i'll always have a soft spot for sy, no matter how i may deny any feelings for him. i'll be attracted to the same ppl, cos they exude that kinda vibe i admire.

deardear stayed over for almost the whole of last week, and i really looked forward to seeing him every night. i still feel v apologetic for making him feel out of place when i quarrelled w mom.. sorry. i loved the fact that i could see him everyday, and that would make my day. really. now i really miss him..

i've been getting weird msges from unknown numbers these days, and apparently these ppl know my name, know how i look etc. i guess it was zouk. i abhore the feeling of insecurity when the other party knows me, and i know nothing about who im msging!! its just a horrible feeling.

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You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love love songu
Atarashii uta utaeru made