yday was a damn screwy day. meeting ann n evy wasnt, but the part w my parents was. i cant believe how selfish they are sometimes. really f-ed up. my usual rantings go out to marcus, nic, zhizhong, han, zk. nothing much that i rmr now. cant even rmr how pissed i was or why i wanted to cry. all that for short term memory. but i rmr being v disappointed when zk fell asleep chatting w me. perhaps it was cos i couldnt sleep, n i wanted someone to talk to, n it didnt exactly feel good to realise that the person u were talking to wasnt even hearing what u were saying. but he was tired. owell.

blading w zhizhong today was damn fun cos i hardly try to challenge anyone in terms of speed. he's a much more competent blader than i am, n it was hilarious how i nearly threw him into the drain when i fell. he tried to grab me on my elbow, i tried to grab his hands, my blades crashed into his n his other blade got scratched by drain railings, n i nearly pushed him into the drain as i tried to stand up. oops! im sorry im really not a good blader.

im frantically in the midst of packing my room cos everything's gotta go. almost everything. ransacked the deepest darkest corners of my room n i found stuffs i thot i lost, found some memories as well. some pretty decent diaries i kept in good condition. after everything goes, its the welcome of the new table. and probably roomwarming w frens. if i find the time.

i dun like talking to ppl who're busy. or isnt paying attn to what im saying. cos it seems futile to even speak to them when they're hardly listening. and he expects me to say smth, to find a topic or smth, but im seriously not in the mood to or im just too tired. when he wants to talk, i dont. and when i want to talk, he's either dozing off, playing game or chatting n not paying attn. just getting abit sian of it all. all the talking n not listening, listening n not talking crap.

ann was talking bout her bf's mom's bday n how desmond was not considerate about her feelings. guys are really insensitive sometimes. its amazing how they seem like its the most natural thing when they are actually being insensitive. weird.