the most unexpected time to meet sy again. at a bus interchange. haa.. of all places, yishun bus interchange. words exchanged were merely for courtesy sake. its quite upsetting that things turned out this way. perhaps that's all there is to it. even if he meant any future, that future wouldnt be fulfilled.

why won't you turn and look? im still here waiting...


a darling reminded me today, that i've no idea how lucky i am. shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu. many frens out there probably love me more than i thought. some even love me more than platonic friendship kinda love. i've been stuck with sy for so long, and they stayed by me. after leaving sy, i've got zk. n they're still by my side. but i do wonder, if they're there for an ulterior motive..

imp called me today! but i was too busy to chat, cos i was out shopping n trying clothes. =p he's back from the states!! would love a meetup soon to catch up on all that we've missed out. *dammit. i shd have asked him to buy stuff for me!!*