i realised the post on 1st jan was quite disappointing. always happens. be it birthdays, anniversaries, impt festivals... i shd be used to it by now.

im lacking smth n im in search of it. but i try to focus on what i have instead of what i don't. makes life easier. much more fulfilling.

watched a few shows yday that caused bucketfuls of tears. there's a jap drama titled 'one litre of tears' and its very inspiring. its when i watch such shows or read such books that i cry and realise happiness is derived from every single day i'm living. each and every soul is probably living the dream of someone else's. so all the more i shd cherish my life, no matter how bittersweet it may be. every moment has its significance, everything happens for a reason.

i meet the wrong guys so i'd know who the right ones are.

i believe in fate, so when will the right one appear? or did i miss him alr??