there's smth wrong when i say i wanna walk in the rain. tt's when i feel like crying but i cant. but today i had company. so 2 idiots were walking in the rain. i saw the tear trickling down his cheek. sigh. ppl do run out of chances u know? one weak little heart cant take that many disappointments, heartaches, torment. its sad seeing him torn up inside cos of her. he needs some form of company, so do i. i guess tt's the only reason why we're accompanying each other today.

zk's words dun matter anymore, they dun weigh as much as they used to. cos im starting to have doubts, starting to lose trust. i thot losing faith was bad enough, and i nv thot i'd face the problem of honesty with him. he says he forgot, well, then so be it. its tiring arguing w him over the same ex over and over again. and he thinks i've got an issue w her, just her. why not ask himself if he's got an issue w her, just her? i cant be bothered anymore. whatever he says, i'll just listen. words are merely words, i only appreciate action now. i believe what i see. i cant and i wont do anything to change him, cos i nv believed in changing someone to suit yourself. the only thing is for me to try changing my attitude n rxn to all these. if i manage to change n not care a damn, its either i've grown n learnt to take all these in my stride, or its that i simply dun feel for u anymore. u said, everyday is a learning process. i oughta learn alot more about tolerance.

nic said love's like chocolate. bittersweet, yet so addictive. i say i want mine to be godiva chocolate, i dun care if its bitter or sweet, its precious and leaves a memorable experience.