dear, u feel for ur ex more than just knowing what's going on in her life. i dun mind it one bit, but i am really starting to think that u miss her more than u love me. its not a month or two that we've been tgt. i dun think i shd be at the stage of convincing myself that i love you, or convincing myself that u're being true. if u're missing those past episodes of ur life that im not able to give or provide, i really think we shdnt be tgt anymore. im getting tired la. partly i havta say it wasnt u tiring me out. it was my own probs. but on one hand im telling myself i shd cherish u, on the other hand i see stuffs that tell me im probably trying so hard for nothing. save ur explanations, cos i think i cant believe ur words anymore. u've explained once, twice, thrice? i dun want to think that u lied, so let me just say that its no longer true at this pt in time. forget it baby... forget it.