2.30am. i welcomed the intrusion of zhizhong for supper! haha. drove me down to geylang for supper. hee.. cos as usual, my craving's tau huay. not that he knew, but he wanted frog leg porridge. so both of us bummed arnd there enjoying supper n chatting. havent really got a chance to talk to him like we did today. ppl get emo at night. so we started spilling juicy stuffs bout our lovelifes. not that i have much to spill (same for him!), but we seldom go out alone. and a huge discovery i made tonight: zhizhong always had a penchant for me!! i swear i nv knew a thing. nv even suspected! gosh.. he's damn cute la. i din realise that he was always the one to buy drinks for me during trainings, he always bought me snacks cos i'd skip dinner to train, he'd walk me home b4 taking a detour back to his place. he asked me how to write my chinese name just so that he could tailor make my black belt for me. haha. how sweet la! gosh.. n i never knew! i mean, all his lil actions, i thot he was just taking care of me cos i was a girl (and there arent many girls in tkd snr belt). he went thru all those one by one n i could sense him blushing alr, n i burst out into fits of laughter. he was always arnd for late night suppers just because i was there, and he wanted to send me home. how cute! that was when i was 16, he was 18. heh. he was v upset when he found out bout me n kenny, then sy, and recently he just found out bout zk. i was once infatuated w him cos he looks so shuai fighting. he's one of the guys i love to spar with. ohh great drinker too! cos i rmr he used to send me home, so it means me not sober, him sober. he just spiced up my night with his 'confession', so now im half awake! geylang tau huay is so silken smoooooooth. i still want more!

baby... miss you.
lovelovelovesss.

im a wee bit crazy tonight~~