when it gets tiring, when i've given my all, that's the limit. i've given in so much, given so many opportunities. but he blew it one by one. asking for another chance now is just too much.. i've upset enough ppl over gsy, i guess i tore myself up too. a long process of picking up the pieces, and he had to shatter me again. the only diff is that there's someone there for me this time round. me, fortunate? i think its just unfair for zk. when everything came piling n i felt like i couldnt breathe, when life seemed to be sapped away from me, all i needed was a warm loving hug. im thankful i have many others other than guys that enter my life. sometimes i really do think im more suited to be single. heh.

im giving up some things, hoping to gain more out of another. i hope my choices are right this time round. enough of failures baby.. im losing faith.