some things just wont change baby.. they just wont... some people are just the way they are.. take it or leave it...

i want to find:
someone who can love me the way i am, someone i can love him the way he is
ridiculous/selfless/inconvenient love
cant-live-without-him love
pure bliss, plain happiness
one who can put up with all my crazy idiosyncrasies, one who can be more stubborn than i am, one who tolerates my incessant complains n whinings bout every single thing on earth, one who bitches w me when im pissed, one who makes me laugh when everything that day stinks, one who knows what i want n gives me what i want, one who can put up w my tyranny when it comes to quarrelling, one who understands me when i say "i dont know", one who doesnt walk out in the midst of an argument, one who can assure, reassure and make me feel safe, without me speaking a word, one that understands, one that can do the things i love, one that puts in effort for everything he does, one that's ambitious and agrees with my ambitions, one that accepts me n my darlings, one that accepts my pasts, one that knows that he's not top on the list for me, one that makes me feel like im princess, one that can promise me a future, not with words but with actions, one that listens and loves, unconditionally
that one guy that can handle me the way i have to be handled

loves to love, love to be loved
loves to spoil, loves to be spoiled
i needa soul mate =)