i was posted a weird qn just awhile ago.
"is sy the only one u'd leave zk for??"
"yesh.. i think so..."
"u sure? what if someone more eligible comes your way, offers u a much better future?"
"i dun see why i shd give up someone i love for someone more eligible.. doesnt make sense... if im looking for a good future, why not create one with the one i love?"

i was surprised by how easily ppl let go of relationships or ppl they love. im one of them. but according to him, my response was pretty unexpected. haa.. im learning my darling, learning to treasure what i have.

mommy talked to me again, still revolving arnd sy, zk, zk's job.. i told her everything bout sy n the girl, abt how i was about to give up this r/s. first thing she said was, "girl, u're pampered by everyone, so you just want what you want, regardless of others' views and feelings.. you didnt think of zk when u thot that way, you didnt think of the danger you're exposing yourself to.. you didnt think about how mommy wouldnt have wanted you to get back with a person like him..." as usual, mommy believes that a leopard doesnt change its spots. "i know u wont give up even if u see him with another girl, but u'd want him to be happy. u're still w zk cos u feel that u've some sort of responsibility towards your current r/s, but u don't even know if u feel for him." isit cos she gave birth to me, she reads me inside out? as far as she knows, my tears only flow for sy. she reminded me once again, that what im doing now is not fair to zk... n she reminded me again, that im a happier girl than before.. its either i've grown, or its zk in my life.