"i dont n i wont know if it'll ever be as good. but if u dont try, u wont know. if u think its right, just try. or u might regret."

im surprised that line of mine got a old fren thinking. i dun believe in depriving others n myself of chances.. cos u nv know what life has in store for u. i always had a wishful thinking that life has smth really good in store for me. someone really perfect, a life really peaceful, a family i've always wanted, a career i love. any setback along the way is just a stepping stone, a lesson to be learnt, so im closer to my target. i still have that dream stage of mine where i fail to find a male lead. all my darlings know that story. yupps, im a lil girl at heart, ever so hopeful, ever so optimistic...

couldnt sleep till 4plus yday cos of a recurring dream that kept bugging me. n it got me so upset i cried n cried n cried. its scary. damn freakin scary. n it felt so real i could feel my heart hurting so bad. dear... tell me dreams dont come true.. sighs.