some people give up everything for smth they desire.
others give up the thing they desire to keep smth they have.

no one is to say which is better.

im just glad i din give in to temptation.
he can color my life, promise me the world.
but that spark for him in me is gone.
happiness doesnt just belong to me n him.
he made me learn how to survive alone.
'you can only be with someone if you know how to be with yourself'


heard leon's story (but its a one sided story from him). about how his ex totally blew up the whole r/s. heard na's story. of how enticed she was by all the new things going on arnd her. new ppl, new environment, new r/s? heard hui's story. distance really makes one pine for her bf. but after some time, this pining leads to fading of feelings. one in hall, another in NS. sighs.

met fel today. at potong pasir stn. talked to her like talking to an old fren of sorts. i ever asked myself if i blame her for what happened between sy n me. i realised, no. cos if it wasnt her, i wouldnt know that sy didnt really love me that much after all. n even if it wasnt her, it'd be someone else. just a matter of time n person, doesnt make a diff yea? she's a nice girl, i trust sy's taste and i trust that she's sweet n nice. anw no point raking up history, she's still a friend. a tad more than an acquaintance i'd say.