secrets shd be left as secrets. some truth shd never see the light. cos when its revealed, it causes quite abit of harm, to quite a number of people... if u get what i mean.

trusting someone is tough. u gotta go thru the doubting stage, before u learn to put trust in that particular someone. when he fails you, when he falls short of ur expectations, u cant do much 'cept feel disappointed. when he doesnt keep to his words, what more can u say? hoping that all it takes is a lil understanding on ur part, or just that bit of tolerance. perhaps that's what i lack.

it can be comforting to know that u may be better off alone, with no regards for a significant other, with no one to account to, to account for.

im one that gives up easily, way too easily. i walked out of the previous r/s thinking that way, n im even considering of walking out on this. sometimes i wonder what the hell im thinking.