im missing you more than ever
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

past wounds lead to insecurity that plague new relationships.

its sad how eve's putting a strong front to it all, not allowing a tear to fall, not wanting to show any weakness cos he is always the one breaking down and crying. not showing ur vulnerability really isnt easy. she's really given it her all, she really loves him... and yet he says he loves someone else more. he's still very much concerned bout the other her. and that he loves her so much more though she treated him badly. are all guys like that? not cherishing those who treat them well, pining for those who disappointed them? selfish thinking my dear. and then expect ur current gf to treat u so well when all u care about is ur ex, the one u love most is ur ex, everything she does now is to be drawn in comparison to ur ex. its all bout her, her and her.. have u considered eve's feelings? she's 'supposed' to say that she'll stand by you and love you though u still love ur ex? not many girls can be that magnanimous. love is selfish by nature. how do u expect her to give u unconditionally, knowing that u arent gonna reciprocate a thing, and all u think about is ur ex? pure heartache. and all these im hearing, a day after i saw zk's pic w his ex. see de link? i fail to understand zk at times like that, and i give up cos i think i'd never see it in his light. at the end of the day, i submit myself to fate. wtf.

you are missed.
however u want to read that and whoever u think im saying this to.



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