im so glad things turned out fine for eve n leon. =) nothing makes me happier than seeing a fren in bliss. u know that sorta feeling when u know ur fren's truly truly in love? ur heart simply melts for him/her. n im thankful god rewarded eve w leon. after her long long wait for eric in vain. everything happens for a reason.

some things are hard to fathom. esp matters of the heart. i can only wonder why my closest girlfriends' mentalities have changed. i can only try to figure them out all over again. cos at times like this, i think its like making a new friend. some find themselves back. some dont. cant decide if its good or bad, but its just a phase of life where everyone's changing. new ppl in ur life really does wonders.

just when i thot everything was coming to a dead end, just when i thot losing sy meant losing everything in my life, zk came along. someone i befriended at work, a casual friend in yahoo pool, a fling, a tryout r/s, then... a bf added to the list. from the day i knew him till this day, everything simply happened as though i were in a dream. i really love the world im seeing with him now, the world he brought me. used to find myself getting uglier by the day when i was w sy, cos i became paranoid, jealous, self-deprecating.. how amusing. now, i see myself learning n growing up, in his shelter no doubt. still, he's become the reason for many things in my life, and im thankful for that..

"people always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be"