i'd be lying if i said it doesnt hurt. i just wanna know, if u thought of me before you did what you did. did u spare a thought for my feelings.. did u even care? it doesnt matter if i found out then or now. by knowing the truth now, u think i wont be hurt as bad? im losing trust in you as a person da.. u arent like that.. pls tell me you arent so cruel... though your actions have alr proved me otherwise. sighs. pls spare me a space in your heart.. cos u've taken such a huge part of me away... im not the same, cos you're the one that has changed me to who i am today..

im learning to see all your failures as a reminder to me to see all his virtues... and this only makes me love him more, and hate u less...



there's a song that's inside of my soul
its the one that i've tried to write over and over again
im awake in the infinite cold
vut you sing to me over and over again

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands
and pray to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope

sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

and i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope

i give you my apathy
im giving you all of me
i want Your symphony
singing in all that i am
at the top of my lungs im giving it back


nv felt so cheated and humiliated before... perhaps im just undeserving of a good guy... da.. u gave me everything n then took it away from me.. how cruel can u be....