getting irritated by sy n his incessant smses/calls. i thot i made myself very clear. he thinks that i dunno what i want, but in fact, i think its the other way round. i dunno why but between us, it has always been a case of one person trying n the other person ignoring. sooner or later, both will get tired out and everything else is drained from the r/s. i really cant be bothered anymore. we both ought to find someone better. sighs. i'd rather have bad times with you.. than good times with someone else. what a pity. sucha waste.

wo da ying zi ji bu yao fang qi
wo da ying zi ji bu yao wang ji

after hearing from na, i dunno to be happy or sad for her. but definitely, my heart goes out to jk. where is the na that spends weeks on a pressie for him? where is the na that wanted things simple and loved jk for her life? not that i dun like her the way she is now, i just pity jk cos she's changed and she no longer wants him as part of her life. he doesnt only feel jilted, he feels abandoned... n he's still hopeful. though i dun see very much hope after talking to na. sighs. n i thot they were one of the strongest going couples i've seen.

i was so tempted to continue having fun.. but i found someone i could settle with and not lose my freedom. jk doesnt take away much of her freedom, how can she be so cruel? i seldom see her so heartless. in fact, i've never seen..