feeling horrid cos of a thousand and one things.
1. siyuan n his doings. his smses and calls and explanations which im so sick of.
2. complaining to dear bout cindy (she's my friend dammit! why the hell am i getting bitchy over my own pal?)
3. hanging up on zk with that irritated tone (im sorry... i dunno what got me so irritated..)
4. studying n studying n nothing goes in.
5. crying over spilled milk
6. getting f-ed by dad for some stupid thing like hearing that i've got a bf from my cousins. fuck man. they can talk all they like. im studying and dont come barking at me about some stupid picture in friendster. i DID NOT put that picture to boast to the whole world that i have a bf alright. though i'd rather be so free as to do that than to sit here mugging all night n have u barking right next to my ear. freak im so so so irritated.
7. its the bloody time of the month. literally bloody. urgh.
8. i dun have anything to look forward to this week. damn.