Sunday, September 17, 2006
sorry doesnt work on me anymore da. no matter how sincere you are, things wont be reverted to the way it was. i cant get over you, but i've a thousand and one reasons to. so one day, im sure i would. cherish the one who's putting all her efforts onto u. dun let it slip by. u made me learn so many things, the hard way. i have forgiven u, but i cant forget what u've done to hurt me. the scar's too deep. this sounds really tough to say, but its the end of our journey tgt. Be *hugggs*. i love you, da. probably in ways and means you wouldnt fathom or understand, but i really do. i've met someone who can make me feel v happy, who can love and protect me when i need him, who can give me the security and assurance, who is now taking me onto a totally diff journey as of yours. if u're wondering, yes i do love him. im not hard up over u, and i've found someone as good, if not better. at the very least, we both cherish what we share, whether its more or less significant than our pasts. that's what i mean by caring enough. u had the chance to change, to take things in your hand, to prove to me that i mattered, not her. but u screwed it up once and again. now u're regretting cos u ran out of chances, is that even fair to me da? words dun tally with your actions, i dun seem to matter the least bit to u, till i left. is that how we stand? is that how we mark our end? sighs. as much as i love you, i've gotta let u go. that's the only way to make u realise what u've missed, n now lost. da, no r/s would be as intense or as uplifting as ours, noone would be able to love me the way u did, and nothing can replace those magic moments. just know that i love you, that's why im leaving you to fend for yourself. i cant always be arnd to be ur pillar of support, someone else has to take that place. u say i've changed, i've matured, and that's cos im without you baby. love her, pamper her, cherish her.. n pls dont hurt her. it isnt easy to recover.
:.:Love, huggs n kisses, bebe:.: