nick knows my fave bubble tea n he had it waiting for me after sch yday!! anw hope he's lovey dovey w his gf again. their 'blow hot blow cold' tempers are really scary. but then again, he's alr tolerated so much of her, she's taken so much crap from him, i think they know how much they mean to each other lah. from nick, i know he loves her a whole damn lot. dunno her though, just keep hearing stories from him, and how they survived upheavals in their r/s. listening to him is like listening from a guy's pt of view.. some of which i dun understand n i dun agree with, but its just sharing session. came to a conclusion that guys are jealous creatures, who do not show their jealousy outright most of the time. girls tend to think too much (i confess!) and girls love to feeeeeeeeel alot. feeling insecure, a girl can just turn to another guy. feeling lonely she can easily find another for company. feeling upset she'll lend a guy's shoulder to lean on. n these 'guys' might not be her bf, but to her its alright. a guy feels upset n probably only confides in very few frens. maybe the same old guy buddies. ohh and guys tend to find it easier to confide in girls! (tt was where i came in handy) hahaha. i agree to the girl thing, cos i know i've done things like that. but i realised how my actions could hurt that significant other, and how pointless it is to upset him with stupid actions when im upset. its dumb, like how i wallow in misery and find comfort from others, eventually even leading to a quarrel w him. in the very first place if i went to him wouldnt there be no problem? and guys like nick simply attract too many girls. its no wonder his gf would be insecure. n it isnt like all the girls arnd him are like me, short n unattractive. DUHH~ of cos his gf's affected rite. who'd want his/her bf surrounded by all sorta pretty girls? (i dun really care anw) like i told nick, if he loves her that much, he wouldnt give her up for any girl, n he'd give up the world for her.

when the feelings have died, no amt of words can bring it back, no amt of love can move my heart.