listening to what qinyun had to say today, i thought bout how i was in the past. perhaps.. that was the way my frens felt bout me too. now i find it so much more comfortable spending time w him n his frens, or me n my frens. when in the past it was all 2-ppl-party. tt's why i found it boring, n i was always seeking fun elsewhere. but then again, i've frens who come straight up n tell me, "OI! stop ditching frens for ur bf k!" understand how qinyun feels, n she only feels this way cos she treasures her as a close pal. its hurting, tt's why she's mad. i wasnt really accommodating towards hua's sticky-ness to her bf at first too. when she's bored of just having him arnd, she'd start looking for the crowd again. its a phase during honeymoon period i guess. (a period i dun believe exists, cos if he's the one, honeymoon period shd span thru the entire r/s) im so glad i've ppl like han, chris n dan, those whom i can jio out anytime. i get bored too easily.

ppl in uni arent as simple as u think they are. its diff from jc. very different. i cant help but protect myself a lil more. n of cos, try to protect my frens.