Da, i cant be there for u anymore. cos its torturing, simply too painful. its like staring at u from afar, yet not being able to help. i know i have the means to, but i cant. this would be the last msg, i promise. contacting u is just too much for me to take. im weak. yea, im weak cos its you im resisting. what we shared was amazing while it lasted, but the aftermath is a lil traumatising. u're my one and only Da, and for the last time im gonna say this (n im gonna miss saying this), i love you geh siyuan. if there's one thing that can turn back time n erase all those glitches, i'd still be madly in love with you. if there's one person i wish i could have forever, it'd have to be you. noone else's Be but yours. i wanna be in ur arms and noone else's, i wanna have u baobao me to sleep, i want to watch u play soccer, i wanna stay out w ya all night doing nth in particular, i wanna swim n tan w u, i wanna turn back time. i really do. but u've hurt me so deep. i fell so hard i cant pick myself up. u dunno how hard i cried. hwo hard im crying. but this shall be the last time im shedding tears for ya. sighs. i love you Da. i love you i love you i love you ... do u hear me?