coco got cancelled. thank god. i wasnt keen right from the start. its the time of the mth, the crowd isnt fantastic, the music isnt that zai, the drinks are only alright, the place is small. ohh yes, my eye candy wouldnt be there. but cos eve felt bad we all bought tics from alex. take it as doing charity la. n i was alr v sianed by the fact i had to cancel out on ying n chris for dinner. i really wanted to meet them. urgh. but then again i din want to abandon eve cos of her stuffs w eric. somehow, i think eric n her dun really know what they're looking for yet. right person at the wrong time perhaps.

darling, u might read this tmr, when u head home after camp.. but i just wanted to tell u how much i hate arguing with u.. i dun get mad but i simply get irritated. just wanna hang up on u. sometimes i do understand ur pt, but can u also think bout my stand? i felt damn bad to eve just now u know. u know i club alone w frens all the time, u know i dun club w my bf.. n i dunno why u had an issue w it just now. not like the crowd would be sleazy or smth. its all my sch ppl. i wasnt keen, but i wouldnt let eve go alone, so i'd just acc her down.. even if i din like it, even if im tired, even if i've still got work.. i just wouldnt leave her to go alone n u know it. so why cant u just like... get off my back? aiyah forgeddit. u might just read this the very moment i post it.

i love you.. and i dun wanna argue w u over stupid issues. miss u lah... irritated.