chanced upon her blog. in his history items. a site he visits... everyday? perhaps he's still concerned bout her like im concerned bout sy. nope, thoughts arent wandering. im putting energy into getting sy off my mind off my back, i cant think bout anything else. n even if dear's to miss her or be concerned bout her life n all, i think its normal. which is probably why i wonder, why isit that he couldnt let me continue caring for sy? enough of those random thoughts. no more of siyuan in my life. sighs. i cant say that im not upset, but i wouldnt say that i am either. i think... he'd rather i not know, if not he'd have told. if im totally brutally honest, shd i be expecting the same?

nick's got into trouble w his gf. haiz. fun vs loved one, which would u choose? i'd rather stick to my loved one. that darling has got himself into shit lah. it'd be a miracle if his gf could stomach that. how could he do such a thing....

i really dun understand guys.