accompanied han to the airport ydae. saw ying off. or rather, saw her go off. it was the first time i saw han like that. no guts to say a word, not knowing what to do. sighs. i know its terrible having someone so close leave for sucha faraway place. rmr crying like shit for kenny when he left. but partings are... inevitable, if i may be cliche. hope she'll do fine, n of cos, all the best to ying over in manchester.

been wanting to get a piercing or a tattoo for so long. nv got down to it. now i've a reason to, n i cant find a stupid shop to pierce it. wth.

im given 50 reasons why sy's a bastard who doesnt deserve any pity or concern from me, and i find zilch reason to continue caring. if i din have someone telling me all that, i may not have seen the stark contrast. i shd learn to protect myself instead of having him trying to protect me. i miss hui n shu. ying n hua n chris. harry... has disappeared from my face of the earth, not that i want it that way. sighs.

jon leong of sg idol is damn good. he better win hady. =) still cant find that song he sang. ohh yea, yday marked my one mth of weekend freedom. but looking at the amt of projs n work to do, i may not enjoy all 4 weekends. sobs. n dear's ord-ing soon. *grins*