quarrelled w dear over smth dumb. n shu's so psychic she could tell when she called me. i think i need my space sometimes.. to do what i think i shd do.. its retarded to argue over kai n i just dun wish to speak of him anymore.. why does zk still wanna interfere? i dun understand. being nice to kai is at the expense of zk's feelings. why does it have to be this way? i dun understand. n i hate situations when im stuck in the middle... isit that zk isnt understanding enough or isit that im insensitive?

the day out w shu felt so good. it was like meeting an old friend, n we felt like we havent met for a year or smth. she thot i had alr been w zk for a year, while i thot her sis-in-law had given birth alr (when she's only 5mths pregnant). tt's what time does to ppl, they either hasten or slow things down. but nth changes that closeness, that proximity of our hearts. amazing isnt it?


Linger. the song that always makes me tear.

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?