lovelovelove lex to bits. he's skinnier n longer now. mom says he's less cute. but he's still my darling baby. miss him to bits cos im spending nights over w dear. its been a week, n i think it'll soon be over b4 i know it. that night sleeping alone at home, sure feels different. maybe i am getting used to having someone next to me. or seeing that sleepyhead in the morning.

exchange of gift! d&g lightblue n fred perry bag. I MANAGED TO FIND MY FRED PERRY BAG!!!!! hah. but the cute guy wasnt in the shop that day. sulk.

the breakup was so atypical, so realistic. it wasnt a comedy at all. it'll just hit the soft spots of those who have gone thru that sorta r/s. when one party tries too hard, the other sits n waits, when the other realises, its all too late. doesnt that sound so familiar? cos that was exactly what i told sy. that i was tired. i was too tired n i had nothing more to give. alr gave him everything, i felt so empty inside.. so drained... perhaps, all couples will walk to this stage. also, the movie gave me 2nd thots bout living tgt w zk in future, or any bf. living tgt is much more than fun, there's much more to considerate, much more to quarrel about.

besides, i miss daddy mommy. miss lex. but of cos, i'll miss him if he isnt arnd.

din get to meet up w sy again. our glorious food at thomson plaza's still waiting. but he did say he'd make a trip down to sch to acc me for agedashi tofu!! heh. my fave agedashi tofu, just at np.

since zk wont read this, i can gladly say, i love this baby to bits.