he thinks its cos he's so much better than zk. but no, zk's so much better than him. im only like that cos i know i cant get him, all the more i want him. i know i'll nv be the only one in his heart, cos there's always space for others. there are always loopholes for outsiders, always chances for others to pose or create probs. i know he's not faithful, not trustworthy, not caring, insensitive. n yet i want him. cos i know, i'll nv get him the way i want him to be.