he has no idea what he has taken away from me. he doesnt know what his promises held. im not being selfish, not being childish. i need time away from him. he didnt even question, im pretty sure he knows why.

hated the squabble w dear this morn. plain dumbness. sometimes i dun like the way dear reacts to ppl he dislikes. wei, kai n now sy. he says its the things they do, but there are times i feel that its his personal bias. im tired of mindless bickers. at the end of it i dun even rmr what we were quarreling for, what we were bickering abt. stupid isnt it? my heart only has space for one... only that one baby of mine. sighs.

switched on tv n some girl was singing zhi shao hai you ni. speak of coincidences. dear brought cm, darius n me to beppu in tiong bahru, n i realised i've been there b4. beautiful place. =)